I'm not blaming you for letting go. OK, maybe I'm hurt, maybe I wish you haven't but still I don't blame you. I sometimes write you a few words, you write me back...is this all between us? Is this all we mean to each other? The answer is hard. Hard to accept. I'll always have you in my heart. I'll always love you and you will always be a part of me, a happy time in my life, a time in which I felt nothing can go wrong. Was I right?
And how I remember the moment when you picked me up...how sweet was our first, after so long kiss. How my blood ran through my veins like never before. How I wish I never came to Taichung...

Good to be back

Back after so long...Read a few posts..makes me feel good and bad at the same time. Just like seeing you after so many years, just like breathing next to you in bed after so many years. How I longed for this,,and how I wished and how I begged God for these moments. Now they were here but I wasn't able to touch and grab them anymore. How cruel..how ironic..how lame.
Feels good to find the blog, to go through it, to remember stuff. Yet somehow, things are not the same.

Back after so long, It's good to be back. It's good to read some posts, to feel you to remember all.

Make love to me in my dreams, make me love you more, make a world with no pain for my soul.

Give me more time to taste the sweetness of the love we shared, give me a kiss, give me the warmth, give me your dreams.

Take me in your arms like you never did before, take me away from this, take me to rest.

Bring me my heart back, bring me my wish, bring the lonely Earth and all there was before.

I miss you

I wish we had more time. I hope here is a place with no pain for you.
I wish you were mine.
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amazing!!!

Why are you so angry at me??? I dont get it at all. I mean I know I couldn;t come and you must be angry on that but why so violent? I mean how could I know you were in hospital?> Who can I ask? Your girlfriend? How can I know about you if not FROM you!!!! I still worry about your health and why u almost die but you won't write me back. Please reconsider ...this is if you want to tell me of course. Even if you dont want..i respect your decision but dont make it sound like it's my fault. Or is it?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-At6avvY_4

This is for you my beautiful baby...
I miss you all so much...haven't wrote, haven't called but haven't forget anything that was going on between us my love.
In my place I am not anymore, I moved in your heart and I wanna live there forever
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU OUTLOUD

Do you have where to seat LOVE?
If not, stay in my lap
Do you have what to eat LOVE?
If not take my share
Do you have love what to wear?
If not here’s my coat for you
Do you have love all you need?
If not, all you want just take it please
And if you wanna pay me back
Make HIM love me more
And if you don’t wanna give me anything
Give me back all I gave you