I'm not blaming you for letting go. OK, maybe I'm hurt, maybe I wish you haven't but still I don't blame you. I sometimes write you a few words, you write me back...is this all between us? Is this all we mean to each other? The answer is hard. Hard to accept. I'll always have you in my heart. I'll always love you and you will always be a part of me, a happy time in my life, a time in which I felt nothing can go wrong. Was I right?
And how I remember the moment when you picked me up...how sweet was our first, after so long kiss. How my blood ran through my veins like never before. How I wish I never came to Taichung...

Good to be back

Back after so long...Read a few posts..makes me feel good and bad at the same time. Just like seeing you after so many years, just like breathing next to you in bed after so many years. How I longed for this,,and how I wished and how I begged God for these moments. Now they were here but I wasn't able to touch and grab them anymore. How cruel..how ironic..how lame.
Feels good to find the blog, to go through it, to remember stuff. Yet somehow, things are not the same.