It's so long since I cried like today. I miss you and miss the good time we had. I wanna live those days again. I regret I didn't do more at that time,,,

What will future bring? And what will this summer offer? How can I turn back time and change what I did? How can I confort you?

The one I love never changes, never fails, never brakes, never gets angry, never gives up. Never stop loving you,
Never stop loving what you are,
Never and never.

Too many drafts written, too many times reading your blog, too many times playing with our pictures and pretending I am there. Finally all came down on me. Is love really a blog and its words? Is being loved meaning you have to wait for somebody to come back? Is loving meaning you should write some mails and send some pictures? I wanna say NO. I wanna make a record, just like you , and say that love is every moment we spend together, and love is when I hug and kiss you, and love is when we fight, when we make love and when we stare at each other. Having you by my side was selfish maybe but cure me in many ways. Made me understand some things and made me realize and feel how it feels to really be loved. I have to thank you some day and some day when we will be face to face I have to kiss you soft and wisper to you..."I missed you."