for my babe

He was there for me whenever I needed him. He helped me with things that no other would help me or could. He loved me unconditionally and he trusted me when nobody did. Why? And what for? What do you babe get in return? For what are you fighting for? Is there a reason? I guess so. The only answer I could have is too much love. If that is why…forever love you back my love.

Wiskey lullaby

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

Come Away

Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me

And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms

So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me

I know your pain...

Maybe a big or small deal…the point is I want you to know. I want you to know even if I complained so much I know that for you is harder. Maybe not all but some I know myself. For example:
How you stay awake for me every single night
How you wake up instantly if I mail you
How even if I disappear you are still online waiting
How even if you get angry you still apologize
How even if I have a bad attitude you still talk and try to make me laugh
How every time I said “go” we went
How you ride me even if it rains
How insecure you feel every day
How you wonder if and when I will come back
How hard your life is getting lately
How you worry that money is a problem
How hard it is to listen to me crying over other man
How bad it feels to see me talking to him
How lonely you are when the night is coming
How everything seems gray and nothing to change it
How bad the words of breaking up crushed your heart
How all the dreams can’t find their wings
How every song looks like is made to break you
How all the movies seem to make sense now
How far I am and how farther the place is becoming
How you love me but you wonder if I do
How you worry if I will be faithful and if not, what then
How you think what I do every time I go out
How bad can some pictures or words be
How anger is not a solution, but kindness neither
How you want to scream sometimes and tell me “leave him” but you don’t
How my complains and still not breaking up don’t make any sense
How hearing after I LOVE YOU a cold ME TOO can hurt
How words like BABE and I MISS YOU need to be typed.

All these and much more I know are breaking your heart. I may not say it but I will never do what you do now. I would have probably given up by now. But that is me. You’re different. Like you said fight for love.
Is our love keeping you stronger or is our love this strong thanks to you? You keep us together, you keep me in love…

1/14

my lovely days of 23 are gone now but... in my heart i will always be 23.that's why even my birthday cake had a question mark, caz after 23 all is mistery. i wish he could be here, hold my hand when i made a wish and kiss me after a blow the candle and make love to me on my first day of 24. he.. how far from me... how long it takes... how much can i love you?

Don't go my lovely 23

One more week to go...Please don't come. I don't want my birthday. Not now. I wanna be 233333 forever. Always the age I met you.

Standing in the rain
Calling at your name
Life is not the same
Without you

Stars are brightly shinning in the sky
Friends are sitting quiet side by side
Lovers walking hand in hand together
Here we are alone and out of time

Standing in the rain
Calling at your name
Life is not the same
Without you

Is it love that keeps us all alive?
Do we search for soulmates all our life?
Can we ask the sun to shine forever?
Does it have to be all black and white?

Standing in the rain
Calling at your name
Life is not the same
Wïthout you

Even they are romanian and maybe have a stupid accent and simple lyrics, they know my feeling...LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU!!!

To God

I know i haven't been a good girl and I know somehow is all coming down on me. God let me give up. Let me stop. Help me put an end to my suffer. Nobody should stand with this...my words for so long. Happiness can make you feel alive so as anger can kill you. Put an end of my suffer, whatever this means. Even if I am wrong and did bad, don't let me down, don't let me go.