Santa please hear me out...

And here we are...It's already December, one more month and this year is over. One more month, one more paper from the calendar, one more group of 31 days without you. So many things this month, for me, for you, so many moments we should have spent together, side by side, in pairs.
December was always my favorite month for receiving and giving presents...this year no present can substitute this pain. Having you would be more than a wish, more than a present, more than I could imagine.
I don't want a lot for Cristmas,
There is just one thing I need,
All I want for Chrismas ...is YOU.

One more day...

*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park and we will watch the sunshine.
*Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me some words and we could make fun of my pronunciation.
*Just for this afternoon, I will keep the telephone off and unplug the computer, and sit with you on the couch and you could tell me about baseball and how to play it.
*Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a sign of bad attitude and we will go to the beach and sun-bath until our skin gets burn.
*Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you did before you met me and how many girlfriends you had and just enjoy every second of being your girlfriend for now.
*Just for this afternoon, I will take us to Starbucks and order two latte and laugh about how you can’t eat the cake.
*Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how happy you made me every moment we were together and how much I love you. *Just for this evening, I will let you watch every girl in the pub and don’t get angry and don’t laugh about your neck-excuse.
*Just for this evening, I won’t let you sleep and we will stay up late and count all the stars.
*Just for this evening, I will stay beside you for hours, and don’t say a word just look at you and let my heart be full of love.
*Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given-YOU.
*And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask Him for nothing, except one more day to spend with you.

Until you are in my arms again….

Like a Pair of Gloves

People are made in pairs. They were separated after that so they can search and find each other. Why? Because nobody can have happiness unless you fight for it. Nobody can have all unless you give up all you have for the moment. Nobody can live in peace unless you won the biggest race: the race for love. Hurry, we don't have much time. Did you find your pair?

My wish

I want to make you happy. I don't want you to see other couples and wish we were happy like them. I want you to look into my eyes and say "I know others wish they were happy like us."

Insanity

Lately I didn’t talk to you so much and I feel it in my heart. I feel something is missing and I feel things are changing around me. What’s was happening I wondered. It just hit me. Being in love can make you feel different, see different things you never saw before and see normal things in a special aura. My love didn’t change but apparently it’s been a while since you were close to me and we share some moments. Funny how some things can change huh? Being in love is, now I think, an insanity. Must be. How else will you explain a simple dog can become so precious and how a simple rain can be so sweet and how a 9 AM McDonalds breakfast can taste so good.
Being around so many sick insane people made me feel bad. I always thought better I die then become like them. Loosing your mind can be maybe the worst thing ever. Seeing people visited by family and not recognizing them makes you wonder what is this life meant for? Now I realize maybe love is insanity too. They saw flowers where there was nothing and they saw spiders on plain walls. Why shouldn’t we see sweetness where there was dark and why shouldn’t we feel happy when we were sad.
Being in love makes you mistake an ordinary man for a prince and an ordinary woman for a goddess.
I will love you and feel what I feel now forever. If not forever, I dare to say until the sun grows cold and the stars grow old.

u r free to do whatever you want.nobody can judge you.i steel want to see the pictures if you take them.I'm not angry nor I ment for you to get angry. sometimes some things are not ment to be said.

In coffee city, we borrowed heaven...How right!

Everyone's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chorus
I've got a secret, It's time for me to tell
That you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go...

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know


Now that you've left me, there's no returning
I keep comparing, you're always winning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

To sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm

Martyr for love

Once I was astonished that men could die for their religion. In school we learn that many people died for their religion for the things that they believed in for the things they thought that are important. I have my religion too. A little different from everybody else. My religion’s rule is simple. What happened before we met, what was behind us and what there is to happen in the future are small things compared to what lies within us. NOW is the moment you should live never look behind never plan fantasies.
I don’t feel amazed about the people who died for their religion. I found my own religion. With you I found my religion. You made me find it.
Love is my religion and I could die for that.
I could die for us.
I could die for our love.

For you

Finding you was like receiving an award after a long hard race.
Living this life was like digging to discover a hidden treasure.
Our love was the most pleasant game invented.
Making love to you was the sweetest sin I tasted
Our moments spend together could turn age to youth.
Your kiss is like tasting May’s delight in a cold winter.

Do you remember?

Hey Sweetie,

I wanted to make it as a mail but I figured you won't check it.
It's 5.19 AM and I can't sleep. I am so tired but my eyes can't shut. I am thinking of many things but mainly...Do you remember our kisses? Today I thought all day about that. Even when I went ballet don't know why I can't stop thniking about that. I remebered how slow we kissed and how you told me you never kissed like this before. I was happy that time. I am so happy you think I showed you a differebt kind of kiss. This makes us special, right? I think of how good and sweet your kisses were and how we use to stare at each other and don't talk. Just like you said, I thought only in movies it's possible. Oh, how I wished I could kiss you once again. I am so afraid I would never kiss you again that I don't know what to do. This month passed so hard despite the fact that I act cool and try to say something positive I feel this month was so fucking long. I miss everything that we did and I regret so many things. If only I could turn back time...
I would change so many things. I wouldn't get angry of all the small things I did and I wouldn't waste any second of being far from you. I wished...but for what?
What can I do now. Just complain like always of the things I didn't do or I shouldn't have done. No point.
So late for that.
All I'm left with is a memory to keep me up at night and a T-shirt that reminds me how people can screw up their lives.
I love the day I met you and I live again in my mind every second I spent with you. Your lips, your touch and your kiss are wonders of this world that only I have known.
Your love brought me happiness and the warm of your heart could make 1,000 souls go to the hell and back just to be with you again.

For us, The Dragons.

When Capricorn Dates a Capricorn

When two of the same signs hook up, there's an immediate attraction and familiarity. For two Capricorns, they share an appreciation for each other. The problem is, Capricorns tend to be controlling and take-charge types. An outsider wouldn't immediately know this about Capricorn, but another Goat knows they have clear ideas about boundaries and power. They have the same ideas. So who takes the lead? That's easy - Capricorns take turns if they want a balance they can both live with. Flip a coin to see who goes first.

Capricorn's Story 2

Capricorn and Independence:
Capricorns are very independent because they know their capabilities and therefore they rarely trust others to finish details, they like to do it all themselves. Capricorn is the longest of all zodiac signs.
Capricorn and Friendship:
The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again, will cheer someone up and make him feel better in a second and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and there always seems to be something going on in their mind.
Capricorn and Business:
The Capricorn personality is that of leadership and achievement, they always want to be the best they can be. Capricorns have excellent sense of time and manage it very well, they are excellent organizers. Capricorns are very creative, not spontaneously creative but it is incorporated into their time management skills and their ideas for executing a plan. Capricorns make good, wise investments because they look at the long term and what will be the most beneficial down the road.
Capricorn and Temperament:
Capricorns might seem weak and soft because they live by self-discipline and responsibility. They evaluate everything and they don't take daring chances without weighing the advantages and disadvantages first. To the onlooker, they might seem boring and other signs mistook this for coldness, but another Capricorn will see the loving laughing cheerful person inside. They are not as cold as they seem, this might be apparent just because Capricorns like to do everything themselves. It is all about control of their surroundings and their daily lives. They believe they can organize other people's lives too. According to Capricorn, there is only a right way and a wrong way to do things and this idea makes some Capricorns closed minded, stubborn and hard to agree with others.
Capricorn Deep Inside:
Capricorns have this sense of necessity for work because inside they feel they are unworthy and need to continuously prove their worth. Once they realize that all they need is self-love, door will open and they will see the world in a new light. Capricorns most important need is security, financial and material security. This is the driving force behind their ambitious character. They are very concerned with their public standing and their prestige. Capricorns are loners but they also need to feel appreciated, but they are excellent at hiding this truth. Capricorns have many faces they present to the world, they may never know who they really are. This causes feelings of insecurity and causes them to question their own self worth. Capricorns have many relationships but they don’t get close emotionally because once they let someone in, they do not want to let them go. They try to keep it as a basic love and hardly do they fall in love.
What it's Like to Date a Capricorn Woman:
Deep inside, she is romantic and loving but it takes the right man to expose this. On the outside, she may seem like she does not care much for love. The Capricorn woman is perfect for the man who likes a challenge. It will take time to get closer to her, never make her rush into a relationship. Be patient because she is. Capricorn woman is very classy, upscale woman. She will dominate and control the relationship but in her subtle way, let her take the lead, she won't take you in a wrong way! She will lead the relationship in the right direction because she is smart and practical. She will offer you a long lasting, real, loyal relationship with all the right ingredients for happiness.
What it's Like to Date a Capricorn Man:
The Capricorn man is very physical and passionate, but not emotional (on the outside). Deep inside he yearns for love but this takes a long time to become reality, he is very reluctant to place trust in another person. Show him how much you admire him and earn trust gradually over time. He is very faithful, probably the most faithful of all zodiac signs. Underneath his secretive mysterious nature is a romantic streak with a strong sensual side, this side is completely hidden and once unlocked, you'll be amazed at the transformation this man has undergone! Patience and trust is key with a Capricorn man, he has so much to offer the right woman who will wait for him.
How to Attract a Capricorn:
Make them laugh, they tend to be melancholy so anyone who can make them laugh is appreciated. Talk about anything. They like listening to your emotions but don’t like to tell theirs. When Capricorn feels safe, they will let you know about their secrets. They like gifts, not gaudy and expensive but practical and useful. Plan a fancy date in a fancy restaurant. Never be late. Capricorns are very punctual and live by a schedule and they do not like to be kept waiting, it shows irresponsibility. Be patient with Capricorn, underneath that indifferent outside lies, passionate loyal person that will come out when the time is right, once you have proven yourself.
Sex With a Capricorn:
Capricorns like nice, classy surroundings and a comfortable atmosphere. In the bedroom, they will last all night and want some more. They are very physical and good at what they can do. Do not expect any creative or zany positions, but expect it to be good.

Capricorn's story 1

1. Good points

• Practical and prudent (maybe practical but not so prudent)
• Ambitious and disciplined (we had the ambitious to get this far)
• Patient and careful (maybe they talk about you at this)
• Humorous and reserved (yeah, we really had a laugh didn't we, love?)

2. Bad points

• Mean and jealous (no need for explain i guess, anyway mean-YES and jealous-just at every single FRIEND you have)
• Pessimistic and fatalistic (this one checked too, we always thought bad about everything and everyone-except us,huh?)

3. Capricorn loves

• Reliability (is it?)
• Professionalism (in bed, haha)
• Knowing what you discuss (you know how angry I get if u don't get me)
• Purpose (tell me why you went to that girls house on her birthday? WHY?)

4. Capricorn hates

• Dishonor and shame (hate of looking worse than you)
• Lies and fantasies (?)
• Feeling ridiculous (I never looked silly in front of nobody and even if I did, who cares?)

5. Problems in Capricorn's life

• PROBLEM: Having people take advantage of you and your good nature.
• SOLUTION: Try being more careful with your favors, and putting number one first for a change.
• You know my point right? My car and so on....
• PROBLEM: Refusing or separating with people. The Capricorn never gets turned down. He will always end a relationship and can keep the partener as long as he wants.
• SOLUTION: Make wiser choices. Think of the other person's feelings.
• The solution is...keep doing it. We should keep braking up with people. Nobody said NO to me or to you. And nobody broke up with us. Not even hang up the phone. Oops...somebody had this experience...
• PROBLEM: Getting too tired out and not finishing projects that you have in the works.Giving up if you have more important things to do
• SOLUTION: Try not to overload yourself with work and don't put personal matters before work.
• No no. They got it wrong. Always put personal matter first. If it rains cancel your class and if you want to stay with somebody cancel cancel cancel.

P.S. I apologise to the writers or horoscope for personal adding. LIFE GOES ON. WE ARE CAPRICORNS!!!!!!