Do you remember?

Hey Sweetie,

I wanted to make it as a mail but I figured you won't check it.
It's 5.19 AM and I can't sleep. I am so tired but my eyes can't shut. I am thinking of many things but mainly...Do you remember our kisses? Today I thought all day about that. Even when I went ballet don't know why I can't stop thniking about that. I remebered how slow we kissed and how you told me you never kissed like this before. I was happy that time. I am so happy you think I showed you a differebt kind of kiss. This makes us special, right? I think of how good and sweet your kisses were and how we use to stare at each other and don't talk. Just like you said, I thought only in movies it's possible. Oh, how I wished I could kiss you once again. I am so afraid I would never kiss you again that I don't know what to do. This month passed so hard despite the fact that I act cool and try to say something positive I feel this month was so fucking long. I miss everything that we did and I regret so many things. If only I could turn back time...
I would change so many things. I wouldn't get angry of all the small things I did and I wouldn't waste any second of being far from you. I wished...but for what?
What can I do now. Just complain like always of the things I didn't do or I shouldn't have done. No point.
So late for that.
All I'm left with is a memory to keep me up at night and a T-shirt that reminds me how people can screw up their lives.
I love the day I met you and I live again in my mind every second I spent with you. Your lips, your touch and your kiss are wonders of this world that only I have known.
Your love brought me happiness and the warm of your heart could make 1,000 souls go to the hell and back just to be with you again.

For us, The Dragons.