To God

I know i haven't been a good girl and I know somehow is all coming down on me. God let me give up. Let me stop. Help me put an end to my suffer. Nobody should stand with this...my words for so long. Happiness can make you feel alive so as anger can kill you. Put an end of my suffer, whatever this means. Even if I am wrong and did bad, don't let me down, don't let me go.