This is my life; it’s not what it was before. All these feelings I’ve shared and these are my dreams that I’d never lived before. Somebody shake me, 'cause i...i must be sleeping. Now that we're here, it's so far away. All the struggles we thought was in vain, all the mistakes one life contained, they all finally start to go away. Now that we're here, it’s so far away and I feel like I can face the day I can forgive. And I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today. These are my words that I’ve never said before. I think I’m doing okay and this is the smile that I’ve never shown before. Somebody shake me 'cause i...i must be sleeping. Now that we're here, it's so far away. All the struggles we thought was in vain, all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away. Now that we're here it’s so far away and I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today. I’m so afraid of waking, please don't shake me. Now that we're here, it's so far away ...

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FYI SOUTH Magazine, December 2004.
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If a fat man in red comes in the middle of the night and stuffs you into a sack, don't ne scared-it's only Santa-I told him this year I wanted you for Christmas.
I miss you my babe and I wish I could take you away on your birthday and keep you to myself.

This song will never shall die and me in your place shall be a long forever picture in our souls. You in my heart and me always and forever more in your place... Had he ever thought when he wrote this song that he was talking about our future lives or he was living the same story with another? How can he know? How could I know what I found until I have lost it... My love I miss you and I wish you back. My wish. My heart. My place IS YOU.

Desire...

I tried hard not to begin with”I agree” or “Don’t agree” because it’s in my belief that none of us can totally be of the same opinion as the writer or totally against it. Anyhow, I tend to agree with the fact that wanting and not satisfaction brings us more pleasure. For example, I use to wish to become a certain person that in my opinion was the greatest person ever. The fact that IT was smart and good-looking and rich as well, made me dedicate maybe half or even more of my time studying IT, idolizing IT, dreaming with my eyes wide opened of what it would be like to be IT. Having something to dream about, to believe in and to worship can make you struggle and not to give up life even if you are close to despair. Desire it’s a hard thing to describe, what is desirable for you can be common, repellant or well-known for somebody else. So how do you describe desire to a person who doesn’t want, wish or need anything or anybody? Do rich people forget the meaning of money because they have enough? Is the satisfaction more important than the wish? Becoming the person I loved so much or becoming a copy of IT didn’t make me happy or successful, not even pleased. What made me sacrifice time, money, people I cared about was WANTING, along with the process of becoming that. Like Lee says, after the toffee was gone, in my case, after I became IT I was left with nothing. What can again make me feel the pleasure and the thrill? Finding someone else to aspire to, some other IT to capture me, to be conquered by, another toffee.

When troubles bring you down
and you don't know what to do,
just look inside your heart
and you'll know that I love you.
Every one has a destiny to find,
looking in your eyes I have found mine.
You're all I ever wanted,
you're all I'll ever need.
I will be yours always;
you will have my love for eternity

It's been a year since I threw away the chance to be happy. A year since my happiness has end and a year since my love has been left in another country all alone and afraid. I miss him like I miss the sun in a rainy day and how I miss the rain in a sunny hot day.I love u forever no matter what. dont doubt dont fear dont forget....my love is YOU