amazing!!!

Why are you so angry at me??? I dont get it at all. I mean I know I couldn;t come and you must be angry on that but why so violent? I mean how could I know you were in hospital?> Who can I ask? Your girlfriend? How can I know about you if not FROM you!!!! I still worry about your health and why u almost die but you won't write me back. Please reconsider ...this is if you want to tell me of course. Even if you dont want..i respect your decision but dont make it sound like it's my fault. Or is it?