Cold but no ice, please! 2008/09/30

I knew before and I remembered today how bad the ice can hurt.I know now how bad it feels to be ignored how bad some words can sound and how much it hurts to be NOT loved no more.It nothing I can do,,,Maybe better for you this way,,I didn't wanted for you to feel bad or sad or lonely after I go so I succeeded in making you not care about me. At least a little.I will however never forget Mr. Pink Shirt and how he reminded me what love and life are.I hope I made you a little happy these days and I hope you don't regret meeting me. I will thank God everyday for finding you.I might have lied about some things about my life but NEVER have I lied about what my heart felt. Telling you I LOVE YOU felt strong and I felt my heart jumps out from my chest.These days I tried so hard to...I just hope you move on with your life. I wish you find a good job and I hope I meant and I helped in some way.Life is making sense when you least expect it. Never say NO to happiness. Don't do the same mistake like others do. Take chance and throw everything away for love. Just for love! Nothing more important. Look who's talking, right?I give advice but I can't fallow? A problem I must live with every day.