Long time, no see

Oh, it's been such a long time since I wrote anything in my blog.
Maybe I missed it just like I miss you.
Even if many things happend I don't have many things to say.
The best thing was talking to my mom maybe.
She seemed so happy to see me after a long time, and talk about my hair and how it looks and asked me if I looked impressed like she said to look about Kyoto.
Before I went there she told me:"Don't worry there's not such a big deal about Kyoto. You will go visit temples you never heard about and see old letter written by old people not even Japanese people know. You just look interested and don't say their tradition is boring OK? "
We laughed about this and guess what? She was right.
Kyoto is like that.Plus it rains a lot. But I wonder.Was it bad because of the city? Really because of that?
I remember some shity things or boring looked so big and interesting in my eyes when I was with you. Remember the spider on the woman's scooter? And remember how taking the bus in Kaohsiung seemed so fun and lovely and sweet? In fact it was just a little spider and just a bus. But you being there made them so big and important. I miss so much sharing with you all the details. I miss being happy about buying and wearing something, I miss us matching our clothes and I miss caring about the world around me.
Oh I wished you were there with me.I think I have so much fun. I think Kyoto would have seemed 100 times more beautiful. Just like Kaohsiung or Taichung.
I also remembered your last words to me: "I wish some day I can go with you to some other countries..." Yeah, I wished too. I wished I could grab your hand and take you with me.
Oh, my love, how much I miss you...