I found another world 2008/08/21

Were you ever a child and ask your dad what is life?I did. He said 'You will find at the right time'.'Really?'-I thought. 'My dad probably doesn't want to answer, too busy to some things he has.Anyhow...I'll just wait and see....Were you ever a child and ask yourself who are you and where do you belong?I did. I thought I am a person like everybody else...I have to work or study...and I belong to my home...to my family....to my partner.Did anything change?Were you ever a child and ask God why we have colors and what do they represent?I did. He did answer back at that time. He must have been busy answering some other people's question...but I found out in time that green is soft and kind like grass...and red is hot so don't touch...white is bright and sometimes hides some heat...blue is cold or warm, ice or water, sky or sea and sometimes...my eyes.Do I still believe that?Life is not what you get, is what you made of it. You build it everyday just like it was a house. Sometimes you don't know what is next what to do or where to start...so you find yourself having just the floor and nothing else. When the night comes it's dark and raining. There's no place to hide, no where to run. Just wait for tomorrow maybe you would know what to do. Sometimes you build a room and even if your 'house' is not done yet you at least have where to sleep, where to be happy, where to hide from the bad words of people...sometimes you have YOUR PLACE. What is life? Life is something that passes too fast to ignore it. LIVE!!! Don't think of tomorrow until you thought about today. Life is short. If you live it do it now and do it fully. If you want to be a zombie that needs just water and food...think again...look at those people kissing on the street…they don't care about now, about money or about people staring...why do you? What is life? I don't know but I think it means being alive not STAYING alive. Was my dad right? Did I find out in the right time? Who am I? Too hard to answer. I am what I do, what I say and what I think. I am what I am and nobody can change that. Am I good or bad? Nobody can judge that and nobody can blame me for anything. I'm free and I control my life and myself. And if I don't...so what? Nobody explained me the rules and...who makes the rules? Send him to me...I make him rewrite them. Belong? You don't belong to nobody or nothing. The only thing God gave you and nobody can take it away except Him is FREEDOM. You have family that can go away, you have friends that can betray you, you have money that come and go like dust...all you really have is your freedom. You choose your life your lover and your home, you don't let others do it. Oh, and home...you say HOME to the place that makes you FEEL home. A house is just a house, HOME is not some walls and a ceiling! Home is some place you feel happy to return after a hard day at work. Home is where you find somebody glad to see you...home is where you choose to be.I think colors are made for a reason. I think God made them for something. I think that He made them for us to realize if we're happy or not.Think...when you were a child could you look at the sky for hours and find it beautiful? Do you watch it anymore? When is the last time you looked at the stars? When is the last time you laid in the grass and play with a lady-bug?Just like the song says "if you go you will take the colors from my life". Stupid line right? Not so stupid if you think about it. Have you ever thought maybe is true? When you have a bad day or you feel sad or when you think this life sucks...isn't everything gray, isn't everything black-n-white? Isn't everything without color? I don't know what is red and what is green,,,, but I know why blue was made.I know that the sky is blue.I know that rain is blue.I know that to be cold is also blue.And I know my eyes are blue.You know this things too and everybody else knows it...What's the trick? I am the only one that knows why and when they are blue....