I will! 2008/08/26

I try to think is not irony. I hope is not an ironical thing…It's not and it will not be anyhow a nice break...I feel really bad and I find it hard to talk about it...Don't worry about me...I will be OK. I always am.Just like I told you a long time ago...Nobody can help you and nobody can make it better...Why am I feeling so bad?Why so empty?Why so worried?And why can't sleep?Some questions I can't find the answer...It hurts...a lot!Where my happy days go?And what to do to get them back?I watched you all night and think what I can do and how...you were there but was I there?I felt like I was in another world...Maybe it's a curse and this is what happens when u do something you shouldn't do.Maybe...